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Yooo'.! Thee name is Trisha.! CALi BAYY-BEEE.! +20.! HELLA DOPEE.!(; HELLO M'F KITTY.! TAKEN <3.!HMU.! FOLLOW MEE; I FOLLOW BACK.!

I try so hard every fucking day I do everything I can for people and sometimes I feel like I’m so worthless even when I do everything I can to make anyone happy and I feel like no matter what no one is ever satisfied I can never do anything right… No matter what I do no matter how hard I try its a worthless try I’m never gonna be good enough for anyone… I don’t matter to anyone I could disappear tomorrow and everyone would be fine with out me…. I hate myself

I don’t know what else you want from me… I try and I try and I try… Sooo fucking hard… But no matter what if it’s not one thing it’s another… It almost seems like you wanna push me away. Yeah you say you love me and all but your words and actions at times (especially when you’re not sober) say otherwise. It hurts sooo bad too because I always am the one to say it doesn’t matter maybe it’s because I’m not strong enough to be with out you maybe I’m just sooo in love… I brush it off like its nothing at all… But why.? Why do I do this to me, to us… Why can’t I speak up… I just want us to be the way we always are I mean you know that normal us that we are when everything and everyone could be doing what ever and we couldn’t careless about them. Where did we go when did we lose us…

Now more than ever I understand when people say you shouldn’t judge someone without knowing what they are going through. Some people are going through hell inside,. fighting they’re own battle with themselves and they look just as normal as any other. I’m one of those people… One of those people that is fighting they’re own battle with themselves. Attacking myself with my thoughts and it hurts so bad. At times I don’t even know how I got to this point… Sometimes when I’m in public and I get an attack I always think people think I’m crazy… And honestly I just wish people would not judge me… When they don’t even know what’s wrong with me… But that’s people right.? I just need to learn to deal with it.


this cow is so cute
I’m ashamed of myself because I know I should be better and I have no idea how to get there.
I Don’t Know Where to Go From Here (#370: April 7, 2014)

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You know what the saddest part is? For a while there we really did have it all, and I really believed we would make it.
But you left, you always do. (via ashrenaef)

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Never forget what a person says to you when they are angry.
Henry Ward Beecher   (via caliti)

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